"DEAR SUBSTITUTE"

How is my beautiful girl? I pray every day that the trauma she suffered has been healed. Are you loving, nurturing, enriching, and spoiling her to the same extent that I did? You'd better be. She deserves no less and I best never find out that she received less than she so rightfully deserves. I wonder often how you explained my sudden disappearence from her life? Please know and remember that I will tell her the truth one day. That my ex and I made some big mistakes. That she was stolen from my life. That you were too selfish, jealous, and unfeeling to allow us to say goodbye. I consider what you did to be the cruelest, most unmother like decision ever! To be jealous of our bond says a lot about your character. Not good things either. You will never get it. I understand you've never had a child of your own? You'll never get it. I shared the 1st four years of her life. Because of me she was; happy, vivacious, loving, intelligent, playful, giving, thoughtful, sweet, a complete joy to be around. All that she is, is a reflection of the time, love, caring, and nurturing she received. Never doubt, there is much left undone and unsaid between her and I. I will always be waiting for her contact. I will always have open arms and an open heart for her. She was ripped from my life but, she'll never be ripped from my heart and mind. Sleep easy and know, that I'm here. Waiting. Till then, you'd best love, protect, and treat her right. Because one day you'll deal with me. The heart never forgets! I love you sweet Ahmi girl! Forever and Always plus One more day! XXXOOO's Mom